It’s been a little while. I took some time to try and live my life with out social media with out anything and it’s been a struggle.
For the first time in forever I had been free and confident. And not worried about someone taking my husband. But today… it’s been rough we’re just hanging with his friends and having a good time then it hits me hard…
what if someone takes him? What if he finds someone better? The confidence comes and goes.. but right now, in this moment it’s on a down hill spiral of being afraid to let him out of my sight. He keeps reacting like there’s something to hide and that worries me more than anything.
Every time i talk to him about it he swears there’s nothing. But idk…
Neuro-dust 