Stress

We all handle stress differently, for some it’s anger, sadness, cold attitudes, amount so much more. For me I push people away. I’m trying not to. I’m doing everything in my power not to push my husband away but I don’t quite know how not to. I’m so used to having my space, my way. There’s so much change in my life I’m not quite sure what to do with it.

For starters my mom was diagnosed with cancer. It started in her lungs and matastisised to her brain. My husband moved in but no one in my family knows were married. I don’t know how to stay calm and collected. I’m doing my best but in the inside I’m freaking out I’m losing control and my cool. I just want to be held and treated like a princess. Not a work horse.

When I come home it’s do this do that take care of mom. I’m so used to just taking care of things I try to do it for him too. And I’m so sorry for that.

I know that no one reads this. But I’m glad to have my voice.

Xoxo Neuro