I want to be loved like there’s no one else in the world that compares to me.
I want to be loved like there’s no other way to live.
I want to be loved…
I want to be loved by someone so genuine that you can’t even imagine what you were thinking when you were with someone else.
There is no one else.
That’s the love I crave and desire.
A burning sensation so intense that I might die if I don’t receive it.
I want to be loved.
Xoxo, Neuro
How do you trust anyone? Strangers? Friends? Family? Significant others? How does one just let go and put their trust and faith into someone so effortlessly.
We go through life putting our trust into so many people, on multiple levels throughout our days without even realizing it. We trust out family to have our backs, we trust our friends to be there for us, strangers not to ram into our cars while we’re driving. Yet, there are so many of us who can’t trust ourselves.
What do we do when we realize that we can’t even trust ourselves to keep us safe?
Maybe it’s the anxiety, maybe it’s the trauma.. but one of the saddest moments is when you realize that no matter what.. you thought you were safe.. but you can’t even seem to do that for yourself.
and honestly that is what terrifies me.
Here I sit and wonder… will I ever trust myself again? Will I ever let myself trust someone else again?
Right now, I honestly don’t know. maybe one day I’ll trust again.. but that day won’t be today.
xoxo, Neuro
Her smile lights up the space
The way her eyes shine makes my heart race
Her curves like honey…
I want to taste.
Her skin.. so soft..
I want to dip right in
Her soul so pure
Her brain quite a mess
No one deserves that love more
Than she whom I long to caress
Xoxo, Neuro
It’s always the little things that we experience that bring me the most joy and peace in my life. Cooking in the kitchen with the love of my life, the thought of getting to come home to her every day for the rest of my life… the looks given across the table..Joking each other because thats how we show each other we love you.
It’s crazy honestly, the connection you can have with someone where just the littlest touch, the slightest look, can give you full body shivers… and make you feel as if you’re floating on cloud 9…
The way I feel with her… is the way I’ve always wanted to be loved. The day I make her my wife will be the best day of my life. The sweetest moment. just like every other moment we’ve ever had together, everything in it’s self is simple. From the way that we joke, to how we cook, to the way we love and crave to be loved.
Every little thing is as easy as breathing.
And god I can’t believe I get to spend these little moments and experience the little things with her.
It’s fucking crazy.
Xoxo, Neuro
Jealousy is such an ugly feeling. It will make the sweetest of women turn vicious in a second… but it’s a valid feeling. Seeing the one you love, be in love with someone else can be tough to deal with.. but we do what we have to and we move on.
What gets my blood boiling is when someone acts out in jealousy… and pulls that “poor me” act.. it pisses me off to. No fucking end. I can’t stand when people decide to try and intimidate, guilt, or whatever else out of jealousy.
It’s just one of those things that gets my anger goin. Ya know?
But you smile, play nice and smoke about it.
You vibe to the music, remember the ones you love, you breathe in the good vibes… and exhale the bullshit.
And you put on your big girl panties and move the fuck on.
End of rant.
Xoxo neuro
Just so you know… the feelings I have right now… the emotions I’m feeling. I could live like this forever. And always be happy.
Xox, neuro
Nights like these are hard to come by. The nights you just exist with the love of your life smoking, Vibing to music, and just living life.
Not just existing
But actually LIVING
it’s fucking crazy.
But god I love nights like these with you.
Xoxo, neuro.
I’m sitting here, with m…she’s cooking breakfast, and I’m drinking coffee and reading. We’re just vibing, smoking, and existing in each other’s company. Every time she approaches me and gives me a kiss… or places her hand on me…. Or just comes to tell me something… it is the best fucking feeling.
She just came up to me and told me that we’re going to have an amazing life together. I couldn’t agree more.
But as I sit here… the only thing that ones to my mind is that I wish you were here to see it. I wish you were here to see the way my life has turned in the past 2 and a half years… I’m finally being true to my self just like you always wanted me to… I’m being me true self… loving my self…. And I have 2 gorgeous, amazing girlfriends that you would absolutely love.
But believe me when I say this… That you would absolutely adore m. I wish I could sit and talk with you,, tell you all about her… she’s the most amazing woman I could have ever asked to love me. She is kind, and sweet, she’s caring, and so fucking beautiful. You would adore everything about her… but you would absolutely love the way she treats me and how genuinely happy I am.
I wish you were here to experience the love, joy, and amazing things that have been happening in my life. I wish you were here to see when we have kids, the life we make for ourselves, and the day that I make her my wife.
She is a body…
She is a soul….
One whom I’ve known for many life times.
She is beauty..
She is strength.
She is absolute perfection in my eyes.
With eyes that glisten in the sunlight, changing shades depending on the life around her… from hazel to bright blue… and my favorite shade of green..
The look she gets when she catches you staring at her…
She is absolute perfection in my eyes.
Her soul is as beautiful as the windows into them..
she is kind.. but she is cautious.
She has known pain… and hurt…
She was been broken and beaten…
Yet she has prevailed.
She is beautiful…
She is bold…
She is the most gorgeous soul mine has ever had the joy of meeting.
I could recognize her through lifetimes..
Know her from just one look…
Time and time again…
In this life and in next…
She is her.
The one I love..
The one whose soul belongs with mine.
The one I will meet in every life.
The one I will cherish the most.
She…. Is my heart… my soul… my other half.. my missing piece…
SHE is YOU
YOU are HER.
Xoxo, Neuro
The look in her eyes when she answers the phone and sees that it’s me.
The way her smile brightens when i make a goofy face.
She is love.
The way she laughs at the dump things I say.
The way she blushes when I call her out on her shit.
…when i tell her “i love you” and he smile grabs ahold of her eyes, making her eyes shine a deep green, with under-hues of blue.
She is love.
The way her light exudes from her soul… She is a master at captivating me.
Her inner beauty shines brighter than any other soul could.
She is beautiful on the outside, even though she doesn’t know it.
She is patient.
She is kind.
She is passionate.
She is strong.
SHE is LOVE.
Xoxo, Neuro
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