Hope.

I’ve been going through a lot lately… end of a relationship, rekindling of a friendship, new diagnosis, and new life experiences.. all during a pandemic.

Things are crazy, and I’m not sure how to feel about it. The one thing I do know.. is that I maybe, just maybe might actually be happy. Which is something I haven’t felt in a long time. I never thought I could feel this away again.. not in a million years. But I’m glad I do.

I’m glad I get to experience life.. not feel guilty… and just have a chance to be my self and figure out everything that is.. well, that is me.

All of this gives me hope. And I will do everything in my power to make sure it stays this way.

Xoxo, Neuro

The Weekend

Thee weekend. The time that most people take to relax, revive, and spend time with their loved ones. Right? That’s what most people do? The truth is.. I’ve never been much for weekends. There is always too many people out and about, that’s when everyone does their shopping for the week, the grocery stores are packed… despite the fact that we’re living in a freaking pandemic.. Every one is out and about with out a care. at least… in the USA.

I don’t know if any one actually reads these posts, or if any one cares but the thing is.. the US is going to shit.

No, I’m not going to go into the politics side of the shit world the USA is becoming, but just the general weekend craziness. People not wearing masks, partying it up in bars and other places. People just aren’t keeping in mind that people are dying, people are getting really sick and not too many people care. The thing is people just want it to be over. We have never encountered anything like this in our life times.. Them wanting things to be over makes sense… this SUCKS. I got it, WE get it. The real issue is that the adults in this country seem to think they are invincible, that it’s too much, no too fucking hard to wear a mask. and that pisses me off. I went to target today, as one does and I see a grown ass couple walking around, masks not on right, nose completely uncovered, just hanging on aimlessly walking around. Right next to them are 2 little kids, elementary school aged masks on perfectly, not touching anything, walking nicely next to them.

What is it with adults that they can’t do the bare MINIMUM to keep themselves and everyone around them safe. What is the big deal? It’s not so hard to breathe in a mask.

THIS IS WHY THE USA IS GOING TO SHIT.

okay, rant over.

Xoxo Neuro