Nights Like These

Nights like these are hard to come by. The nights you just exist with the love of your life smoking, Vibing to music, and just living life.

Not just existing

But actually LIVING

it’s fucking crazy.

But god I love nights like these with you.

Xoxo, neuro.

The Perfect Day

This morning we got up.. you made breakfast… the best bacon… and Cinnamon Toast Crunch cinnamon rolls…

I kissed you in the kitchen.. and I fell even more in love with you.

I can’t wait for weekends like this with you. Waking up next to you.. cuddling in bed… coffee in the mornin. Music playing. Us dancing in the kitchen the dogs and kids and c. playing in the living room

I want this to be our forever… cuddles and morning coffee, dancing in the kitchen.. packing up the car and taking family trips to the beach. On a sunny Saturday morning.

Then biscuits and gravy for breakfast come Sunday.. I want every moment with you.

Thank you for all the love you’ve given me. Everything you do for me. I love you so incredibly much.

Xoxo, neuro

Mom

I miss you more than words can imagine… I wish you could see the person I am today.. two and a half years after you died.

I wish you could meet someone who’s very important to me. I met the most amazing woman back in January… and she has become the best thing in my world.

I just know you’d love her. For everything she is, for all of her. She is perfection. And she is my other half.

I wish you could be here to see how happy I am and how happy she makes me.

I wish you could see everything I have accomplished and everything I am.

I miss your laugh and the way your tell me “that’s not right” when I’d say something sassy.

I miss the way you’d hold me right whenever something was wrong and you’d make sure I was okay. You’re my best friend. My favorite person. And love you endlessly.

I wish you were here.

I know it’s selfish but I wish I had you back.

I hate that you left me.

No matter how old you get you always need your mom.

I love you.

Xoxo neuro

The Weekend

Thee weekend. The time that most people take to relax, revive, and spend time with their loved ones. Right? That’s what most people do? The truth is.. I’ve never been much for weekends. There is always too many people out and about, that’s when everyone does their shopping for the week, the grocery stores are packed… despite the fact that we’re living in a freaking pandemic.. Every one is out and about with out a care. at least… in the USA.

I don’t know if any one actually reads these posts, or if any one cares but the thing is.. the US is going to shit.

No, I’m not going to go into the politics side of the shit world the USA is becoming, but just the general weekend craziness. People not wearing masks, partying it up in bars and other places. People just aren’t keeping in mind that people are dying, people are getting really sick and not too many people care. The thing is people just want it to be over. We have never encountered anything like this in our life times.. Them wanting things to be over makes sense… this SUCKS. I got it, WE get it. The real issue is that the adults in this country seem to think they are invincible, that it’s too much, no too fucking hard to wear a mask. and that pisses me off. I went to target today, as one does and I see a grown ass couple walking around, masks not on right, nose completely uncovered, just hanging on aimlessly walking around. Right next to them are 2 little kids, elementary school aged masks on perfectly, not touching anything, walking nicely next to them.

What is it with adults that they can’t do the bare MINIMUM to keep themselves and everyone around them safe. What is the big deal? It’s not so hard to breathe in a mask.

THIS IS WHY THE USA IS GOING TO SHIT.

okay, rant over.

Xoxo Neuro