Her smile lights up the space
The way her eyes shine makes my heart race
Her curves like honey…
I want to taste.
Her skin.. so soft..
I want to dip right in
Her soul so pure
Her brain quite a mess
No one deserves that love more
Than she whom I long to caress
Xoxo, Neuro
Nothing gives you hope like things finally falling into place. You find love, you build something with someone special.. and you plan for the future
You let yourself hope again for the first time in a long time.. and suddenly everything falls into place.
You then realize that all of your hope is worth it because you have the power to change your future and build a life just the way you hope for it.
And maybe.. just maybe.. this time.. you’ll be glad you help on hope to the things that bring your soul to life.
I never thought I’d be truly grateful for the life I have. But here I am.
Happy. Whole. At peace. And with the love of my life.
Damn that feels good to say.
Xoxo neuro
Jealousy is such an ugly feeling. It will make the sweetest of women turn vicious in a second… but it’s a valid feeling. Seeing the one you love, be in love with someone else can be tough to deal with.. but we do what we have to and we move on.
What gets my blood boiling is when someone acts out in jealousy… and pulls that “poor me” act.. it pisses me off to. No fucking end. I can’t stand when people decide to try and intimidate, guilt, or whatever else out of jealousy.
It’s just one of those things that gets my anger goin. Ya know?
But you smile, play nice and smoke about it.
You vibe to the music, remember the ones you love, you breathe in the good vibes… and exhale the bullshit.
And you put on your big girl panties and move the fuck on.
End of rant.
Xoxo neuro
Just so you know… the feelings I have right now… the emotions I’m feeling. I could live like this forever. And always be happy.
Xox, neuro
Nights like these are hard to come by. The nights you just exist with the love of your life smoking, Vibing to music, and just living life.
Not just existing
But actually LIVING
it’s fucking crazy.
But god I love nights like these with you.
Xoxo, neuro.
This morning we got up.. you made breakfast… the best bacon… and Cinnamon Toast Crunch cinnamon rolls…
I kissed you in the kitchen.. and I fell even more in love with you.
I can’t wait for weekends like this with you. Waking up next to you.. cuddling in bed… coffee in the mornin. Music playing. Us dancing in the kitchen the dogs and kids and c. playing in the living room
I want this to be our forever… cuddles and morning coffee, dancing in the kitchen.. packing up the car and taking family trips to the beach. On a sunny Saturday morning.
Then biscuits and gravy for breakfast come Sunday.. I want every moment with you.
Thank you for all the love you’ve given me. Everything you do for me. I love you so incredibly much.
Xoxo, neuro
I’m sitting here, with m…she’s cooking breakfast, and I’m drinking coffee and reading. We’re just vibing, smoking, and existing in each other’s company. Every time she approaches me and gives me a kiss… or places her hand on me…. Or just comes to tell me something… it is the best fucking feeling.
She just came up to me and told me that we’re going to have an amazing life together. I couldn’t agree more.
But as I sit here… the only thing that ones to my mind is that I wish you were here to see it. I wish you were here to see the way my life has turned in the past 2 and a half years… I’m finally being true to my self just like you always wanted me to… I’m being me true self… loving my self…. And I have 2 gorgeous, amazing girlfriends that you would absolutely love.
But believe me when I say this… That you would absolutely adore m. I wish I could sit and talk with you,, tell you all about her… she’s the most amazing woman I could have ever asked to love me. She is kind, and sweet, she’s caring, and so fucking beautiful. You would adore everything about her… but you would absolutely love the way she treats me and how genuinely happy I am.
I wish you were here to experience the love, joy, and amazing things that have been happening in my life. I wish you were here to see when we have kids, the life we make for ourselves, and the day that I make her my wife.
She is a body…
She is a soul….
One whom I’ve known for many life times.
She is beauty..
She is strength.
She is absolute perfection in my eyes.
With eyes that glisten in the sunlight, changing shades depending on the life around her… from hazel to bright blue… and my favorite shade of green..
The look she gets when she catches you staring at her…
She is absolute perfection in my eyes.
Her soul is as beautiful as the windows into them..
she is kind.. but she is cautious.
She has known pain… and hurt…
She was been broken and beaten…
Yet she has prevailed.
She is beautiful…
She is bold…
She is the most gorgeous soul mine has ever had the joy of meeting.
I could recognize her through lifetimes..
Know her from just one look…
Time and time again…
In this life and in next…
She is her.
The one I love..
The one whose soul belongs with mine.
The one I will meet in every life.
The one I will cherish the most.
She…. Is my heart… my soul… my other half.. my missing piece…
SHE is YOU
YOU are HER.
Xoxo, Neuro
I miss you more than words can imagine… I wish you could see the person I am today.. two and a half years after you died.
I wish you could meet someone who’s very important to me. I met the most amazing woman back in January… and she has become the best thing in my world.
I just know you’d love her. For everything she is, for all of her. She is perfection. And she is my other half.
I wish you could be here to see how happy I am and how happy she makes me.
I wish you could see everything I have accomplished and everything I am.
I miss your laugh and the way your tell me “that’s not right” when I’d say something sassy.
I miss the way you’d hold me right whenever something was wrong and you’d make sure I was okay. You’re my best friend. My favorite person. And love you endlessly.
I wish you were here.
I know it’s selfish but I wish I had you back.
I hate that you left me.
No matter how old you get you always need your mom.
I love you.
Xoxo neuro
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